Idling...waiting on a passenger
Sometimes I wish I were a morning bird content to stretch my wings and fly on the winds of happiness. To soar far above the earth riding currents of contentment...it's always nice to think calm things and drift for a moment whenever things get a little hectic inside the ole brain...
What do you do when you have like 50 eleven million things to blog about but when you log in to blog it's like....uh...ok....hmmm....dam
Or in my situation, I feel on fire creatively right now but I'm having a hard time getting my brain to slow down enough to translate what I'm feeling...I hate when that happens to. It is so frustrating, almost like someone dangling a fat chunk of double chocolate fudge cake in front of me and then snatching it away as I reach for it. I sometimes get extremely creative whenever I get wound up with job tensions or life issues and then it's just a matter of getting prepared for the creativestorm that is soon to follow.
When I was younger, whenever I got punished and had to stay in the house or in my room is when I created my best pictures as a kidddie. Even now as an adult I think my best works are created shortly after something stressful or emotional happens in my life. More than likely this is because I channel most of the negative energy into the passion of creating artwork. I find this to be very therapuetic as it allows me to sort stuff out mentally while at the same time catch a serious creative flow.
And last but not least, without naming names I need to apologize to a few individuals who I know more than likely will read this post....You see, the last few days I've had a few "negative karma" moments with a few key individuals both on my job and in my personal life and want to publicly acknowledge to them without going into the juicies that I am sincerely sorry for those bad vibes emmanating from somewhere inside bad greggy and apologize for reverting temporarily to azzholizm when a degree of prefessionalism and wisdom would have done the trick more efficiently and most definitely with a better result.
With that said and out the way, I sincerely hope that everyone of you has a very good weekend! Have fun, be safe and above all...be yourself, after all you're an expert at it, right?